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It is a day when things rush up on my as though life were a chamber of commerce haunted house. I feel awful and don't feel like doing any of the thousand things that need doing. I don't like feeling like the weak sister. I spent most of my life as the strong one. I carried everything, I stuck up for everyone against their bullies and I was the one who would not give up. I hate that it has become so hard.
