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Aug. 4th, 2005 12:50 am“Memory is Never Enough”
Sarah Ann Chambers had been a handsome woman. The years of farm work and having 5 children had worn some of the startling good looks off her. She now rested at that area of pretty, but with some worn edges. She was the kind of woman that men would not pursue with flowers and romance (as much as she might deserve it) but they would see her and think, “Wow, in her day she must have been gorgeous.”
She met Pappy at the door with a harried look that said she was on the verge of falling apart. Her son had not been back all night. She knew what had been happening in the town. She remembered when it was going on before and she could not allow herself to think about it.
When she saw him standing on the landing all the air left her. Her heart fell through her and shattered on the ground.
She was not the kind of woman given to fainting, but she lost the will to live in that moment.
Pappy knew it might happen and he reached out to catch her falling body. Her husband, Earl, was behind her about 4 steps. He was on his way to the door, and she had just beat him. Now he rushed to her side, his first thought of her.
When he caught her and carried her to the sofa, he then let the truth hit him. He fell to his knees and began to sob uncontrollably. The other kids were not around, but Hannibal assumed that they were at her mother’s house.
He stood a couple of minutes without an idea what to say. He then turned around and left.
It was all he could do not to cry himself.
He had been the one to do this task so many times before, and, like they say, it never gets any easier.
He got in the car and went back to his house.
He was going to have to tell the old woman, and she was going to be destroyed again.
There were a lot of things he could say, but nothing would be worth a damn.
He knew the one thing he was going to have to do. There was a little boy he was going to have to hug for a very long time. While he was doing that he was going to thank the Lord that his
son had gotten through this whole thing before.
He knew the memory of a child, while it was a golden thing, could never be enough.
© 2005 by C. Wayne Owens