Insane Wisdom

I have often been asked why I don't ask others for advise even when I need it. Is it some kind of ego problem? Do I think no one else can give me the wisdom I need? No. I have no illusions about my own short comings, lord knows I have banged up against that wall enough times in my life. So, my mind finally tried to wrap around the concept and I worked it out. It is simple and askew at once. I never doubt that the good advice is out there, more than willing to move me in the right direction. Reason and logic will always be represented with a good portion of common sense. But the ingredient being left out is dreams. When people hear that they say, "You want me to take up your own self delusions into the consideration?" I know that is what it sound like, but it is more than that. My life has been built upon the foundation of finding more in life than the mortar and nails of the world around us. Concepts that have no magic, days without heroism and the possibility of a better humanity, seem to be unaceptable to me. So, my friends, if I don't seem to be generally asking about everything, please never think it is because I don't value your opinion, because I do! But when the choice comes to the end, I have to trust that dream weaver that lives in the back of my head.